As Usual, Year's Changing.

Darn! It's 2013 already. I missed so many shots last year... Yes, I had goals to achieve but when it comes to missing shots, I just know that it's much more regrettable. you had been given so much opportunities but you were not able to make it. *Sigh*

Anyhoo, 2013's new year's eve went not special, as usual. I never had those unforgettable new year's eve in my entire life and I don't even want to have it.

But...

In 2013 I have my own secret wish.. to be better (ah look how cheesy it is). But, now I really mean it. You'll see.. I'll go back to my hometown after I thought about it every night, to see things differently (also, beautifully), to get things right, to make myself happy, to get to the place where I should really be (I mean, future).

So, it pops out of my head. I'll never make any new year's resolution list anymore. I'll do the list every month. Things I have to achieve and things I have to change. Positive point about this is I can re-evaluate what goes wrong in the previous month. Regret is unprofessional, pretending to forget is way more unprofessional.

So, here it goes. In 2013, I'll post 12 monthly projects of mine. Starting from now, January 2013.

What about you?

The Body Shop: Bag for Life 'Cool Britannia'

Two days ago I got a day of quality time with myself. Went to Bandung Indah Plaza just to meet some strangers and smile (Rayn told me that I have to have this kinda activities more, if you are now questioning why, read my previous blog post). After bought some snacks at Hypermart, I also went to the Body Shop Indonesia at the ground floor. The waiters there are super-friendly. I asked too many questions to prevent cosmetics' incompatibility with my face, but they answered me nicely. 

Things you must know, I don't really like hanging out shopping stuffs. But for these passionately make-ups and other beauty products, I do spend my money quite... like a lot.

Then I saw this lovely tote bag in there. It was made from 100% organically-grown cotton. It was on the hot-list of so many the Body Shop's customers (maybe because it's 'union-jacked') LOL. 

 

Etude LuciDarling

I'm wearing Etude LuciDarling. Soft colors but brings much glam.

All Beyond Me

Sometimes I think about a place that is only me who resides. Sometimes I think about how to make a little runaway to a strange town or village, without me taking any gadgets or... problems. Those occasional thinking pops up from my head when I feel so damn tired of everything I do. I mean, that's such a simple feeling of any human, isn't it? Trying so hard to think that everything's gonna be okay with spreading smiles and doing other things. For some people it might work. For the rest, it might be just a motivational quotes posted in an emo tumblr blog.

I had some serious problems about jerking myself to people I love. I mean, I get mad easily, I throw bad words easily, or maybe hurt them seriously. Every time I talk to myself that I am not that evil, at that time I feel myself hurt. It's like I should throw away something but I can't or I don't want to. 

So you heard, I need some serious runaways to get me off of hurting people.

Please forgive me if I (ever) do anything that hurt you so much. That's all beyond me.

 

I think that village in Norway is good. :)