Lucid Dream

All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.

T.E Lawrence

I had a dream, a lucid dream. I never realized it was a dream until I shared it to you. Then I know you had the same dream as mine. I told you how it affects me so bad, then you told me how to chase it. I told you how it made me so lively, then you came and made it as clear as it could be: tangible. proof-able.

Sun Burnt

Actually, I can't play with colors. You see that this blog headline also show you that I can't. I am as monochrome as what it stated. :P

Then last night, when my young sister asked me to draw her a cartoon, I tried to make a paint work. After drew Doraemon for her, I drew this:

"Sun Burnt"

Truly, I can't even make a color gradation. So, here it is. My sister said that this picture was so abstract, although I said it was realism. Hahaha.. But who cares? I don't even know what this picture was about. But I named it "Sun Burnt".

I am getting interested by playing with ink and canvas, so maybe later time, on my free time, I'll explore more. :D

x.o.x.o

STELLAR

Confession

I'll be seeing you in all the old, familiar places.

That this heart of mine embraces all day through.

In that small cafe, the park across the way,

the children's carousel, the chestnut tree, the wishing well.

I'll be seeing you in every lovely summer days,

in everything that's light and gray..

I'll always think of you that way.

I'll find you in the morning sun and when the night is new,

I'll be looking at the moon but I'll be seeing you.

Frank Sinatra, "I'll Be Seeing You" (The Notebook Soundtrack)

Lately I find myself gazing at stars, hearing guitars like someone in love...

Sometimes the things I do astound me. Mostly whenever you're around me.

Lately I see to walk as though I had wings, bump into things like someone in love...

Each time I look at you, I'm limp as a glove, and feeling like someone in love.

Bjork, "Like Someone in Love" (Frank Sinatra Cover)

Stellar...

Mungkin kalian bertanya-tanya (mungkin juga enggak) tentang arti Stellar. Ya, saya menggunakan 'Stellar' sebagai alias sejak beberapa tahun ke belakang. Bukan karena saya tidak bangga dengan nama sendiri, namun Stellar terbilang lebih mewakili 'sisi lain' dari diri saya. Kenapa? Mungkin kalian bisa menerka-nerka atau malah bisa menarik kesimpulannya berkat penjelasan alasan saya menggunakan 'Stellar' sebagai alias.