My Bokeh Nails

polished my nails (finally), in order to kill boredom tonight. I called it bokeh nails because it really is. Quite difficult to capture the blue dots in my nails so here they are now! ;P

Dystopian

I found myself hanging on the wall, and tick tock tick tock I bursted out sound. what did I wait in these cold days, anyway?

I am inside something I didn't expect. Sometimes dream sweeter than reality, so I crave to dream more and more and more than waking up and see hazy world.

Keep me unconscious, would You please?

I need more fairytale to keep me sane.

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Ngebet Kawin!

wouldn't it be sweet, having your hand in mine and we walk along the aisle to the brand new life that we long expect together?

I cannot stand to post this. Real damn hard to hide that I really want to get him (officially) beside me, and we live below the same roof. I am 23 years old and unexpectedly, now I am thinking about getting married.

Titik Didih

Rasanya, kedua bola mataku jauh menerawang diantara lampu-lampu kendaraan. Entah apa yang kucari disana. Sedikit distraksi dari jenuh berkepanjangan, atau sekedar riang sebagai teman seperjalanan. Aku lelah terhanyut dalam tidur yang tak kunjung lelap. Menanti detik berikutnya, berikutnya, dan berikutnya.

Ada tawa tersemat di ujung bibir, mengurai cekung diantara pipi dan dagu. Lebarnya seperti ketika kau pertama kali jatuh cinta, kurasa. Tapi sudut mataku enggan menyipit. Aku tahu aku sedang berpura-pura, dan sayangnya, aku menikmatinya.

Aku merasa kosong.
Aku kehabisan diksi.
Aku hanya perlu menemuimu.
Barang sebentar, sekilas melihat senyummu.

Jika jarak enggan bertoleransi, ku tegaskan pada hatiku bahwa pertemuan itu akan selalu ada. Maka, santailah.

Santailah.

Santailah!